I have the baby finally here forever but cannot and dont want to forget the ones who i lost along the way. It was a dark time for me and changes me in ways for the better and not so much.
M/c # 1- “ryder” i have no ultrasound pics are anything to hold on to the memory of you but when you died, the innocence of pregnancy faded for me.
M/c #2 “daytona baby” we were so sure lightning wouldnt strike twice. I have 3 pics from one ultrasound. Chromosonal analysis told us you were a precious little girl.
M/c #3 Third times the charm for some but not us. You made it the longest out of the 3 angels but you were just to perfect for this world i suppose. I remember the dr crying with me with the news you werent going to survive. I do have ultrasound photos from my anniversary where you were strong and growing and thriving beautifully. Thats what i want to remember of you.
